October 2009
6 posts
“well, do something. and if you don’t like it, start doing something else.”
Oct 28th
may 22, gemini-taurus cusp
so i just spent the better part of an hour (ok you caught me. it was close to 2 hours. whatever.) wasting time on various astrology websites. it’s funny to me how these “star signs” magically relate to you. “of course there are billions of people in the world, but this horoscope, this one is meant just for you.” bull crap. but all logic aside, i will admit that...
Oct 21st
title optional
seems like i never can get on here consistently. i’ve missed 4 pages worth of awesome stuff from the people i’m following. anyway. thoughts for tonight: busy busy busyness that will ensue tomorrow/this coming week. i’m positive that i need to be sleeping right about now. but i missed being able to pour out some thought over the weekend. i’ll just talk about how nice the...
Oct 19th
reflection
i made it back from my first feast of tabernacles hot, tired, and  sickly. but despite my uncomfortable return, the entirety of the week was refreshing in a completely different way. i began to feel a change in me, a new desire to be something much better than what i am. i also felt a sense of wholeness, that this is what i should be doing with my life; living out god’s plan to the best of...
Oct 12th
i heart fever induced blog posts
as i lay here on the couch, i notice that i’m sweating ridiculously. i’m guessing this is a good sign because i’ve had a faver the past 2 days, and it’s pretty much messed up the middle portion of my very first feast of tabernacles. nice. all things leading up to the feast seem to have not gone my way. time and time again, something came up that caused a conflict of...
Oct 8th
sporadic thought
i hear the ocean. i feel the humidity of a steamy october day. my tears are wet upon my face, cooling it. i am happy, nervous, worried, dumbfounded, ridiculous. this is my first blog post in over a month. this is the first time i’ve let out any sort of thought in even longer. my body shakes with sickness. my skin bruises at the touch. i am praying oh god, can you hear me? i need you now,...
Oct 7th